My hall is currently being invaded by THOUSANDS of high school seniors and its kinda creepy. Also creepy is the fact that the guy across the hall is listening to the Backstreet Boys. I'm a little freaked out.

My birthday was awesome!! Mike and Mark came to surprise me!! It was awesome!! We spent most of the day lost in Syracuse, but we (Mark, Mike, Hong-Diem, Becca & I) found a little...LITTLE state park and we played frisbee for awhile and then played on the playground...except I got beaten up by a little girl...ON MY BIRTHDAY. She was horrible!!! They had these swing pole things and I was like "wow, this is really hard" and basically she called me a chicken and then ended up pushing me so that I had to cling to the pole and then she was like "get off now or I'll push you off" and it was HORRIBLE! She was like, 5. And it was my BIRTHDAY!! Anyway, so we ended up having dinner at Tullys (mmm...loaded fries) and then we went for milkshakes with Mike. It was really nice.

Thanks to everyone who called/left messages/IMed/facebook messaged/came to visit etc. you guys rock!

can I tell you a story about how a year ago yesterday was really cool and I love those people who brought me breakfast to cheer me up? I love my friends.

I have a huge crush on the band Bowling for Soup (and someone else, eh Kim? ) because they're really exciting. I got the old CD for my bday and its awesome.

So pretty much this month has already been better then last april (aka the worst month of my life) so that's good. I've got some time ahead of me that is going to be rough, but I'll make it through. I'm just counting down the days now... I can't believe its been that long...

but I'm depressing so I'll stop.

bye.

ps...stalker:
I am funny, too. I even cannot do such a simple task as finding a girlfriend. No girl ever wants to make friends with me, and even prostitutes reject me as their client – no kidding, I did have a former classmate who was a known prostitute, and she is pretty, and with the knowledge that she was a prostitute and had 3 current sex partners in the Syracuse, and I still tried to make friends with her, and she rejected me completely as any other girl as usual. Now, the summer is coming, and all my efforts to find a girlfriend here obviously failed, and I may have to go abroad to buy one in the near future.