Alright, I think I have to say something about this. I may not be there, but I'm PISSED OFF about the events of last night. I'm making a rule: if you are a moron you are NOT allowed to say Steve's name. You're just not allowed to. And you know what? OK, I got here and I had to start learning competition, and the guys start saying things that go directly against my teachings and I can do those things here (well, I can try) and I can do what's right at home. Because we are a classical school. We have morals, ethics, and a freaking code of conduct. Seriously, there is NO need for a Board of Directors--this is a Democracy! I trust Brian! I trust Shawn! I especially trust Lisa! :) and above all, I trust Dan! He's been doing this almost as long as I've been ALIVE. Joel CANNOT go around talking about Danny, Brian, or Steve. Steve loved us. He loved Les Amis. I loved Steve, we loved Steve, and if you loved Les Amis and Steve you wouldn't be pulling the shit that you've been pulling. That's all there is to it. I'm coming on Monday, and I'm going to start kicking some butt (and Lisa and I are going to work on THE PLAN) and then we're going to Spot, right? yes? please?

Also, besides being one of the worst people I know, he's a HORRIBLE fencer. And he smells bad too.

Thanks for everyone who's been keeping me informed about this situation, I really appreciate it.

Moving on, fencing here's good. I think it was the three of us almost every day this week. Its cancelled tonight because Jason went home. Mike and I were going to work, but we're going to do homework instead. (gahhhh, my muscles are SO sore) Their new thing is to make me do footwork/lunges ALL the time. Ok, so maybe I suck at them and need the work. But I'm excited about the vacation. And on Monday, I'm going to fence GIRLS!!! whoo! The boys are nice, and when its one on one, its really fun. Like, Jason and I talk all the time online (I'm actually going to have to write my essay soon because he's not online) and Mike's so funny, I love hanging out with them. But when the two of them are together they make fun of me SO bad. Its funny, but I miss having a girl around. Come on, so it takes me awhile to change, and I can't fence, at least I fence epee! So what if Mike's better then me?! Sometimes Matt comes, and that's cool because he'll fence with me while the guys fence sabre. Just wait til the Wellsley friend comes back. Then the guys'll be nice to me! Also, its funny, because Jason didn't burn down my room last night.

Back to old school fencing--guess who said hi to me via my mom who was hanging out with his mom at karate?!?! KEVIN KERR!! He's NOT in France!! He's at BUFF STATE! Still dating the French girl, and wow, I'm excited. He hasn't fenced since Steve died--but it could be worse, he could be at the other club. Wow, sometimes Kevin has a lot in common with other people in my life and it FREAKS ME OUT. alot.

But I'm not over the Les Amis drama...I'm actually pretty upset with Brian too. I wish he would be nicer and NOT LISTEN TO JOEL. He's a good fencer--he's better then Joel! I'm going to go kick his butt in epee when I get home. I wish Les Amis fencers could fence my guys here. Mike would really like to fence Brian I think. And I really want to see Sam v. Stratton. hahaha, I called him Stratton. I don't honestly know who would win. (SAM'S STILL LES AMIS IN MY EYES DAMNIT) Jason said he'll fence Kevin McMahan into submission. I say let's do it.

Liz and I are going to France and we're going to work with a Master there and come back and kick everyone (who we're mad at)'s butts. Its going to be sweet.

HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!

I miss Steve. And Matt. And Brian. And Sam. And Kevin. And Adam. And Linda. And everyone...