I'm still upset...but I got some good and random news in the mail....a letter encouraging me to sign up for sophmore classes....yeaaaa AP classes. So I had my advising today and if I petition the Biology department then I can get out of a lab class and then I only have to take one math (hahhahaaha...or NOT) or science class....and that would be Diseases and Human Evolution---ANTHROPOLOGY!!! Anyway if I can do that then I can take any two classes in the entire world. I wanted to take Dutch but they didn't have it. It made me sad. I can't wait to get out of calc. Today was the test from hell...oh God, it was hours long and I didn't finish...just what I need...another failing grade in that class. Merde. well....I promise to never take another math class again.

you know whats fun? when politics rip apart your friends...oh wait, I didn't mean fun. I meant really shitty.

Last night I had dinner at church with some really cool kids and it was fun. I liked the part where they supported Kerry.... I like liberal Catholic churches..then I did web works and went to fencing. Mike's mad at me (for a good reason!!) so he made me teach Dave--doing footwork and parries= good fun. Then since I suck at fencing he made me do my other personal hell--sabre. hahaha. oh well. But then Jason was really nice (shock!) and did epee with me!!! But he had to do pistol because our French grips are sooo wierd and that just made him angry. (It would make me angry too) But it was nice to fence someone who wasn't "Chief" for once!! Because losing EVERY bout to Mike really does a number on one's self esteem--not that I beat Jason....but I beat him before our bout. Then I went to Daymocracy (yay day!) and then I curled up and watched my Jon Stewart because I needed him to make me laugh. I love him.

But the real party of the night was when Becca and I were talking....Becca, you really aren't good at getting the POINT of the story. Jeez. Anyway, Becca was telling me how she's noticed I have a lot of stalkers and that she's actually alittle afraid to live with me....and then she was like "oh my God." And she remembered the mysterious hand and face print on our window...from the outside...and um, we're on the 7th Floor...and was like "THE HAND PRINT!" and then we both screamed and then she left so I screamed down the hall "DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" It was really scary!! When she came back and I was huddled in the dark she was like "oh, so you mean I don't have a single yet?" Thanks, have another cookie.

The last time I listened ot Nine Inch Nails? Well...that's got to be...oh yes, April....its not my "happy music". (haha, remember when I first got this CD? From Dana "BUFF STATE" haha, oh life...could it BE more random?) (and remember when Ria gave me the Nine Inch Nail for my birthday??) (and remember that birthday party? That was one crazy party!!!)

I'm going now...